JACKPOT! But sadly, you only get to choose one!
They always say, when God closes a door in your life, He tends to open another window for you. But what if He opens up both for you? HAHA shit, this is THE END! Sardonically, people complain when they don't get enough opportunities to shine, but when the opportunities rush in like flash flood, they vent and go into mental turbulence. HA! In your face, LOL actually, I am the one.
Honestly, I had been confined in my own agonizing mind war. It was actually a sheer waste of precious time. Frankly speaking, I could have done a lot in between. Meanwhile, I got drifted away every few minutes imagining how my life could be when I reach KMJ especially when I close my eyelids, myriads of images appeared in my mind. 'Maybe I will meet a bunch of new friends there and become someone highly praised? Or maybe I will become a bookworm that plant my face into the books every day?' I hate making decisions. (the last time I made decision was when I had to choose between MCD and KFC, it didn't go well. I ended up eating chicken rice cause it was nearer to my house. Distance is the key! HAHAH)
A few peers of mine actually initiated talks with me, some said I should totally go. conversely, some was hoping that I could stay back. I had moments of torrential emotions within myself, tearing myself apart. The ball was in my court, I had to make decisions. Well, I stayed. Don't ask me why, maybe I miss the food in CHS canteen, or maybe I stayed back because of someone? (hehe, JK) But yea, I chose to plant roots (if you don't understand what does this mean, please refer to my older posts)
Honestly, I had been confined in my own agonizing mind war. It was actually a sheer waste of precious time. Frankly speaking, I could have done a lot in between. Meanwhile, I got drifted away every few minutes imagining how my life could be when I reach KMJ especially when I close my eyelids, myriads of images appeared in my mind. 'Maybe I will meet a bunch of new friends there and become someone highly praised? Or maybe I will become a bookworm that plant my face into the books every day?' I hate making decisions. (the last time I made decision was when I had to choose between MCD and KFC, it didn't go well. I ended up eating chicken rice cause it was nearer to my house. Distance is the key! HAHAH)
A few peers of mine actually initiated talks with me, some said I should totally go. conversely, some was hoping that I could stay back. I had moments of torrential emotions within myself, tearing myself apart. The ball was in my court, I had to make decisions. Well, I stayed. Don't ask me why, maybe I miss the food in CHS canteen, or maybe I stayed back because of someone? (hehe, JK) But yea, I chose to plant roots (if you don't understand what does this mean, please refer to my older posts)
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