Form 6: Feelings toward STPM after 3 sems.

June 07, 2019

Form 6: Feelings toward STPM after 3 sems.

Hi guys it's me again!

Finally back after months being dormant and invincible, if you have been following my blog, I am really sorry that I didn't update on my life in F6 as often as before. Well, guess what, I am finally done with F6, this time for good! You will never understand how happy I was and am to leave F6.

Frankly speaking, after re-reading all my previous posts on F6, I realized that I have been awfully positive on scribbling my life in F6. But let's be real now, hahaha, F6 is shit HAHAH. Truth to be said, I get nightmares every now and then whether it is about studies nor it is about the people in F6. Well, like what people always say, we forgive but not forget, I will never forget how F6 had taunted me into becoming who I am today, seriously, F6 sucks much, like I was constantly using vulgarities to express my emotions. (I promise you that I will TRY to refrain myself from using any of the vulgarities, but no guarantee bro) I still remember clearly how tough it was to study for the semester based examinations, it felt like we were in a Do-Or-Die situation, we gotta put in full efforts in studying, and still we might not get the results we wished for.

I am not sure if you have been through this situation before, but let me give you some words if you ever meet the situation i mentioned below.

Student A: He/She studied hard, with a 4.0 CGPA (aka maximum) efforts in studying, but ended up getting a 3.8 CGPA, he/she got disappointed with the results.

Student B: He/She studied with an effort that's only above average, say 3.3 CGPA of efforts, but ended up getting a 3.5 CGPA results, he/she was jubilant and excited to receive the results.

So do you see the differences now? We can have expectations on ourselves, especially after burning so many days of midnight oils, we work hard, but not necessarily will we get a results equal to our efforts. I admit, for the first sem, I told people who got a good result, but not achieving their expectation-effort goal, that they should be happy and proud of themselves, there are still tonnes of people who would never ever be able to achieve what you have done. I apologize on this matter, sincerely. If we ever come across this situation, let's be kind, and keep those shittie words to ourselves, instead what we can do is offer to buy them a bubble tea, there's nothing a bubble tea can't do to be honest! HAHA

Well, if you ask me, 'would I still go for F6 if I get an opportunity to hit the "restart" button?' I would still say, it's a yes from me. But I don't recommend it, unless you really have no other options, be it you come from a poor family or you have no idea what you want to be in the future... But most of all, if you are in it already, please do your best and leave no regret, you would not want your final results to mar the beauty of future okay. As I always say, the right mentality will soar you a greater height!

Now that I have passed the hurdle, I am just glad that I am still sane enough to be here typing HAHA. I bet you're curious, after all these posts and messages I have brazenly brought to you, what's my true results? Meh. That's for me to know, for you to guess, and I probably prefer on keeping it discreetly to myself hehe. But rest assured, my results are good enough to be proud of!

Question: Moving on next, what course am I planning to do in University?

Answer: I am currently doing my preparations for Law and Business interviews in University of Malaya (UM), Petaling Jaya.

Question: Why UM? Rather than oversea universities or any private U?

Answer: That's one of the advantages in studying Asasi, Matrikulasi and Form 6, we get to study free (most tuitions fee are covered by government, only a meager amount needed to be paid) in public universities of Malaysia. But not to discredit Form 6, most F6 graduates don't get their first choice even though they achieved above-average results...And why is it so? It's because of the education system that favors Matrikulasi and Asasi students over F6 students even though the subjects in F6 are tougher light years away. (Sorry for exaggerating a little, other courses are tough as well, I do not intend to belittle students from Asasi or Matrikulasi, I just wanna express the hardships faced by F6 graduates.)

Last but not least, I hope my posts on Form 6 has been insightful for my fellow readers, hope it helps out with your future! This will be my last post regarding to Form 6, thank you for always being patient with my long-ass post.